Dearest Lil B,
We passed the 21 day mark without speaking. Which invokes my 1st rule not that it matters. Told me what i needed to know, even though I would like to understand what I did to cause this disruption. I have no idea what I did/said wrong. One moment we were speaking and the next 'poof'. I presume a woman entered the mix, which is totally okay, we are just people that knew each other once upon a time, well over a lifetime ago when we were just children after all. I would have liked a goodbye but I guess I didnt really need one. And apparently was not getting one. You are definitely a different person than I remember.
That makes me tragically sad. I would never ever have guessed this is how life would go for you. I shed tears for that even though i know I cannot change it no matter what I do.
My only concern is that you stay clean and sober and out of more trouble. I told you I only do one stint with someone but that's not 100% true. If there was no one else, I would do something. Just stay free and we won't ever have to cross paths again.
Much love!!
