Pro-life vs. Pro-death

The vulgarity and inhumanity of what happened to baby Alfie makes me sad, sick and angry. Remember baby Charlie? It will not stop here and it will not end well.  I am absolutely 100% pro-life and pro-adoption. Don't like it?  Stop reading. We live in a culture of death, where right to life is hate speech.  We kill our young and our many blessings like it means nothing. Meh... tomorrow we will kill more and many will not bat an eye.  Its outrageous. Your rights are no more or less important than the right of the unborn. We destroy our children or warp them so badly that we have nothing left but dysfunctional adults.  We have no idea the blessings that we flush like refuse.

What Gigger said

So the great Gigger said I had to keep track of my dreams.  That it would help me in the long run and show me what I cannot see. Umm... maybe. I am skeptical and yet here I am, pouring my heart out, via my phone even, and talking to my blog again. I am slightly better than I was when I started this even though I am in worse weight shape. But its all about healing self and I want to heal self so very much.

The missing little brother

Dearest Lil B,

We passed the 21 day mark without speaking.  Which invokes my 1st rule not that it matters. Told me what i needed to know, even though I would like to understand what I did to cause this disruption.  I have no idea what I did/said wrong. One moment  we were speaking and the next 'poof'. I presume a woman entered the mix, which is totally okay, we are just people that knew each other once upon a time, well over a lifetime ago when we were just children after all. I would have liked a goodbye but I guess I didnt really need one. And apparently was not getting one. You are definitely a different person than I remember.

That makes me tragically sad. I would never ever have guessed this is how life would go for you.  I shed tears for that even though i know I cannot change it no matter what I do.

My only concern is that you stay clean and sober and out of more trouble.  I told you I only do one stint with someone but that's not 100% true. If there was no one else, I would do something. Just stay free and we won't ever have to cross paths again.

Much love!!