Deliver me, deliver me, deliver me!! If it was only that easy. To get deliverance from the years of bondage to the original and only Doc, I had to break a month up into 72 hour fasts 4x over 16 days. That was painful. Not sure I can do it again
I need deliverance out of this mess. Jealousy is ugly as ugly can be. I am jealous of a friendship you and I never had. We do not really know each other. Not really. And we were never ever friends!! We are people that know each other.
I don't belong in this situation. And that upsets me. What is wrong w me. I want something I cannot have. This is not right and I need to figure out how to get out of this. Lord, deliver me. I will be okay if I can just get to 21 days and then deliverance will come whether or not I am ready.
You broke my heart on New Years Eve 1995 or 6. That is not how I saw things happening. And then you about destroyed my heart while you were destroying yourself. I have to get out of this mess. Feelings suck!!
